WALLFLOWER

Bla Bla Bla.. i’ve posted 2 blogs and i didnt give any brief introduction about me … “Seaant“… (not that anyone would care..but oh well! worth a shot) A stubborn person who believes and lives by superstitions. i am optimistic and a seeker for new and exciting things. However, as interesting as i may sound.. i have put a lot of things on hold due to other circumstances.

My Past has made who i am today. i ve seen a lot and sometimes i wish i could hold on to it sooo tight so i won’t forget it.. and sometimes i wish i didn’t have to go through it at all and forget about the whole thing completely… but life has its twist n turn… for which i do not regret for the things that happened n done in the past.

A hopeless romantic who believes and wishes that a “happy ending and they lived happily ever after” in movies does happen in reality refuse to hit back to reality. i love what i see and its not wrong to dream

However, this year… i wish that i would pursue more of my dreams and achieve my goals.. and also attend to my own personal “Wish List” (which i made since last year n till now only a few has been done …ughh typical me)….

i am not fully content with my life now but i am blessed with all that s given to me from God.  For i still have a mission which i wanna fulfill personally, spiritually and professionally.

“Thanks for dropping by”

Boy-Oh-Boy!! After the whole ‘cerekarama’ drama we had there… we managed to talk things over….. or shall i say.. i begged for forgiveness… and talked things over.. we gave each other another chance… but one can forgive but not forget (too soon) as convincing him that i am not that type of person was the toughest things to do. But ive decided to let things go with the flow…. and slowly… we’re ok now…

Life can be challenging or easy depends on oneself! you can make it simple or you can make it complicated! its’ all up to u! Even when everything goes wrong …. always bear in mind… that things happen for a reason n we learn from the mistakes that we’ve done today and changing it for the better of tomorrow..

Relationships are never easy to maintain. Some says it gets tired! Tired! coz.. its so easy to fall in love but being in love and maintaining the love is one hell of a job. if u think that your love one is worth it… then… dun hesitate to do it…

For me… i know what he’s worth it.. and i know what’s best for me… Even when we hate each other’s guts during the bad times… but we always have each other’s back when we need each other the most…

You know he or she is worth it is when u wont breathe without taking one for them first~

“You’re in love not when you think u wanna live with them,

its when you know you can’t live without them”

“someone that is worth having, is worth working hard for”

        ~screwed~ 

….ME! MOI ! why? what cud ive done to deserve this? well… one thing for sure.. i ditched my boy at a Petrol Station at a Highway after our crazy argument at 10.00am this morning. What on earth was i thinking? At that moment… just anger! Pure anger coiled up in me. it was really stupid to think about the root of this issue.. but then.. it turned out ugly!

2 minutes before i ditched him in the middle of nowhere (pure exagerration) … we were arguing over stupid lil things… both of us didnt wanna cool down..instead it got heated up and so he stormed out of the car… and i start on the engine n sped off… leaving him behind….
after the toll… i turned back…. and was looking for him at the petrol station…

but he wasnt there….

damn.. i was stupid…. i mean… we were stupid!

now… its over!

pls pls pls to whoever who reads this… dun let ur emotions get caught up with the situation u’re having with ur partner… its not worth it… coz in the end.. the ego n stubborness will lead to losing the one u love….