WALLFLOWER

Being the superstitious that i am… ive been aimlessly targeted by moths where i have seen and bumped into numbers of moth within this past week…. call it stupid… but i keep seeing them at my house…. the front door… kitchen….at burger king.. plus… in klcc… wahhh!!!!!! what is going on here? well… i dun quite mind actually…. its just something new and something i wish to share in my blog…. that….. I’M STALKED BY MOTHS!

so any of u superstitious fellows / fellowettes…. let’s come out with crazy explaination on why these phenomenon is happening to me…. oh ya! while i was driving to the shop today with my mom…. a moth flew to the middle of the road where i was heading to….. *freakkkyyyyy* and i also believe that its the same moth that’s been following me…. *heheh* just like the thrill of it…..

When will it ever be enough? i keep trying and trying but it seems to be never enough…! i keep saying the wrong thing, doing the wrong things and being not enough….

anxious. despair. anguish. frustration. disappointment. all coiled up in me. i keep doing the wrong thing according to u… just like a stone… no feelings u presume i am… n with that… caring is what u think i dun have. showering the best i can to carve a smile… but keep frowning when nothing is enough.

what am i to do? i m soo confused.

i’m just soo damn bored…so i just feel like dropping something into the blog just for thought! today.. i feel so shitty… had my tuition this morning… an advance class so i dun have to go next week… ive just started working and so far…alhamdulillah… things are going ok…. … hope i can cope & adapt to the environment ….

today, i feel shitty! sooo shitty! i’m just not in the mood…. i have things on my mind….but i dunno how to let it out.. i’m tired… and i’m just in a shitty feeling…

sometimes i wish i can just be young again n have fun…maybe … the ‘change’ is getting to me… life is good dun get me wrong… its just that i have some thoughts that ive been keeping inside for quite some time… n now…its kinda bothering me….

i feel restless and somewhat empty…. i feel unsatisfied! yup..that’s how i am now.. just simply unsatisfied… not content enough!

i keep asking myself what …. but i cant seem to find the root of these feelings…. i guess its better left this way….. all to myself…..

ppl say when u talk too much u reveal too much…. n from what ive learned…. its better not to say anything rather than saying it n nobody listens…….

Yesterday marks the history the world has made where 8 countries held an event of the century the to demolish and change the future and lives of Africans where about 30 000 children dies needlessly of poverty. Artists and celebrities gave their utmost support and concern by creating the Live 8 concerts on all the 8 countries simultaneously in order urge the G8 leaders to alter the history. The USA, Canada, Great Britain, France, Germany, Italy, Japan and Russia, G8 leaders are gonna come together and gather in 1 room and we, the people of the world, would make them turn the history around and create a new one by helping our friends in Africa : Make Poverty History!!!!

Enough of putting ourselves first, enough of being selfish and greedy, It’s time for usto open our eyes and help the needy ones… support Live 8…..

for more info, visit www.live8live.com or www.whitebands.org

Lets Take A Long Walk To Justice………….