… i’m a toys’r us kids … we ve got soo much n la la la la la la la la ….
man! life doesnt get any easier as u grow older ya… responsibilities.. uwaaaa~~~!!!!!
in decision making u are bound to hurt some party in the picture… but most of all.. when u do it… make sure u are doing it for urself.. n not for someone else… so there’ll be no regrets….
i’m sooooo…doomed
I cant take this anymore..
I cant stand this anymore
I have tried…. And am still trying…
To put myself in your shoes….
Understanding and feeling the pain, disappointments and despair u have coiled up in u
I can see that all these are tearing u apart…
Somehow.. I wanna reach out for u but I dunno where to start…
Tried different ways but it seems to trigger ur anger
U thought that my ways means I didn’t care about u
But u’re wrong
I care about u soo much that I’m still trying to help u n try to make u smile again
Again.. I failed…
Failed to cheer u up and failed to understand u…
I keep making u angry n I disappoint u
But.. i didn’t know what to do…
I thought my ways would help u not knowing that my ways has offended u
I cant take this anymore
I cant stand this anymore
Every time u re faced with ordeals n challenges…
U take it all out on me
U make me feel like I’m the cause of everything single unhappiness in ur life
We ve had that talk…
That talk… how and what u should do
To turn this bad luck away
But u never seem to do
I guess my words didn’t help that much
Sweet and comforting words is what u await for me to say
If truth is what u seek, those words I shall not say
I want u to see the bigger picture
I want u to open ur eyes
N understand how it happened and why
I want u to learn n see it your way
Learning and slowly turning ur life around n see urself smiling again
Yet, my actions n words are always used against me
I can never seem right
I’m always creating sinful accusations, selfishly worrying of own self than urs
How could u see that in me?
How could u think so selfish of me?
When all I want is to make u happy
When all I want is to see u smile
Why is my ways always wrong?
Why are my words never good enough?
Am I not the only person u claim who understands u the most?
Am I not the only person who loves unconditionally?
Why am I always at fault?
Your words often push me to the ground,
Your words often make me feel low,
Your words often kill me.
I cant stand it anymore
I cant take it anymore
Why cant u see that when I vowed that
I’ll be there through thick n thin…
Why wont u trust me?
@tjoetnja 301105 10:00pm
