WALLFLOWER

Tell me Mr Clown,

How does it feel to be different?

Where no one knows your name? 

Where no one will ever know how u feel behind that mask?

Where no one will ever see you without the mask?

How do u feel Mr Clown?

Where no one know your deepest and darkest fear?

Don’t u ever get lonely behind that happy face?

Aren’t you tired trying to cheer people up?

Don’t you feel at times you just feel like curling up in a corner and just sleep?

Sleep off all the worries and heartaches. 

What do u do when u’re feel down and u don’t feel like cheering them up?

Would they cheer u up or would they still anticipate u cheering them up?

But what about your feelings Mr Clown?

How do u feel when u hear the laughs from people around u but all u can feel is the pain inside?

If you have a choice, what would you choose Mr Clown?

Or would you rather be this way?

Tell me mr Clown coz i need to know…

Being the superstitious that i am… ive been aimlessly targeted by moths where i have seen and bumped into numbers of moth within this past week…. call it stupid… but i keep seeing them at my house…. the front door… kitchen….at burger king.. plus… in klcc… wahhh!!!!!! what is going on here? well… i dun quite mind actually…. its just something new and something i wish to share in my blog…. that….. I’M STALKED BY MOTHS!

so any of u superstitious fellows / fellowettes…. let’s come out with crazy explaination on why these phenomenon is happening to me…. oh ya! while i was driving to the shop today with my mom…. a moth flew to the middle of the road where i was heading to….. *freakkkyyyyy* and i also believe that its the same moth that’s been following me…. *heheh* just like the thrill of it…..

BEING romantic is everything to a girl…well for me la… n to be one.. one had to be smooth, passionate and sincere…. and here are a few tips for u to start doing or keep doing! (hahahah!!! dun complaint… we women, are doing the same thing tooo ok!!!)

1. Tell her she is beautiful, not hot.
<<show that u’re more into her n not her bosom or buttocks!!!

2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second.                                                    << it shows how much you appreciate her presence

3 . Kiss her on the forehead.                                                                                                  << it’s a loving gesture helping her feel secure

4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.                                                                         << just short SMS or wakeup calls are simple things that brightens up your day n makes u happy 

5 . Always tell her how beautiful she is, no matter what she’s wearing. << well if she is wearing kain batil n tube, yes u shold say something… other than that, just show how much u treasure her

6 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.                             << and listen too… she’ll love u forever.coz the last thing she’ll need is someone to start blabbering about what she ought to do… in other words, be a friend

7 . Recognize the small things . . . THEY USUALLY MEAN THE MOST!                            << it’s the itsy bitsy pieces that count

8 . Call her baby.
<< hmmm! well up to u la… dah-ling oso can!

9 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.                                                                << its sweet.. ….. a good laugh once in awhile helps!

10 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.                                                        <<make her feel special

11 . Write her notes.                                                                                                              <<to make her feel that she’s always on your mind

12 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend.                                                           <<< it shows how much you want her to be a part of you…blablabla…

13 . Play with her hair.                                                                                                               << stroke it, brush it but don’t mess it!

14 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her.                                                                
<< nothing wrong with a lil bit of having a lil bit of fun right!

15 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.
<< sharing is caring people!!!! 

16 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes.                                            <<but make sure that it’s the right time for jokes

17 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her.          
<< don’t la…. SCARED!!! TAKUT HANTU!!!!

18 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.
<<sigh… heaven…

19 . Carve your names into a tree.                                                                                         << dun think so, its not like we’re still in zaman Ali Setan right! i dun think it’ll work…. it s LAME!!!!!

20 . If she’s mad at you, apologize because SHE is always right.
<< u know she is!!!! right?!

21 . CUDDLE.
<< u’re like her huggable bear!!!!

22 . Bring her flowers just because u love her.                                                                        << although some girls will say that they hate flowers, but still, chances of them being touched is very, very high

23 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you’re alone.                              << this means a LOT to her, and it shows a lot about you as well

24 . Look her in the eyes and smile.
<<bring back the FIRE in the both u !!!!

25 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants. 
<< well nuthing wrong with that

26 . Slow dance with her, even if there isn’t any music playing. 
<< hmmm ok… but no Beyonce’s booty-bumping-pumping whateverish k…get into the Barry White groove

27 . Kiss her in the rain.
<< i think we watch too much movie

28 . If you re in love with her . . . tell her.
<< treat her like there’s no tomorrow

DISCLAIMER: all the information and jibberish is entirely focusing on me and my twisted screwed up self.. pls pls pls…. its not about anyone o u readers …. its entirely from me to me..

being in love is the greatest feeling one could ever feel. it makes you feel like u can conquer the world, swim the biggest ocean, climb the highest mountain… bla bla bla… but nevertheless.. people fall in and out of love all the time… but never fail to try to be in love again ya.

why? why hurt yourself again if the relationship doesnt work? are we immune in the heartaches and headaches we get everytime the relationship turns sour? everyday every minute people around the world and also around us… would be celebrating their love and also their break ups…why do u end up putting ourselves in the same situation over n over again..

a good friend told me that ‘life is a journey and mistakes are lessons’… which we should in return learn something from it and avoiding it from happening again. when mistakes are done over n over again… its no longer a lesson.. that’s just plain DUMB… ! this is simply telling u that u can’t take control o your own life and also where your journey takes u…

everytime, when a friend comes up to me and lets out their problem to me… i keep advicing n guiding them to make them make the right decisions… it s always seems easier when u’re telling people wht they ought to do.. but when it comes to one self… oh boy! u’re just as dumb as a rock.. u just cant think straight… u contradict with everything that u say to them… it’s like u’re a hypocrite to urself…

well am i ? i dun think so… coz when i confide a friend.. i wont make decisions for them (oh ya! like that’s any better huh)….i just listen ( ya ya!) but why cant’ i advice myself what i should do.. the right thing to do? why cant i make the right decisions or why should i blur the whole situation into denial? why am i delusional? or am i not?

that’s love. only love can perish the world’s greatest prominent figures all the way back since history…. e.g… Paris n Helen of Troy, Napoloen n Josephine…. etc etc etc…. even the world’s most fear ppl would perish under the name of love… u cant’ help it… u tend to get a lil bit dumb….. coz.. often too many times… u follow ur heart… which at times..would hurt u in return..

so when do u actually follow ur heart and when do u use ur brain? well… its subjective… it’s all up to u and how u’re most comfortable with… for me… i let my my heart follow a lot… n at times… when i realize n want use more of my brain… i end up making things worse.. often when i do that… i would turn things from bad to worse…. but hey! a girl gotta speak her mind too u kno!! but often i speak too much.. heh! (bad me) so i guess… i’m just emotional person…. i tend to speak my mind n follow my heart at the same time! ha! that’s it! …… that’s what i am…

well i dunno if this article makes any sense … or has any point or topic sentence…. i just feel like typing.. n letting out my thoughts…..